Featuring Jason Sears of RKL (Rich Kids on LSD)
Lyrics written by Jason Sears
Music Writen by Lynn StraitMikey DolingTumor Fahnestock
Produced by Mikey DolingTumor Fahnestock and Jim Wirt
Engineered by Jim Wirt
Guitars: Mikey Doling
Bass: Tumor Fahnestock
Drums: Shannon Larkin


As I sit here all alone and wondering why now once again
all the others weren't enought you had to take another friend
now once again to soon i search for words that just aren't there
I give to you my feelings in a song and with a tear
Somehow close yet still so far
I hold you here deep in my heart
I hope and pray these words you'll hear
that your at peace and free from fear
the question asked full in my rage how could you make this end
just seems so wrong that in his frime you'd go and take my friend
if goodness comes from tragedy then let this be the case
so only thoughs of joy are thought each time we see your face

Why did you have to know
I hope it's not in vain
Cause there has to be a reason
or some goodness in my pain
Passion churning sensess bluring
all the things you taught we learned
some things in life we'll never know
like how much time we're left to go

never fair or justified
sad alone I sat and cried
of all the questions we must ask
Not when, where, who but why so fast?
Now looking back I see the day our eyes they first did meet
an alligator shirt some jeans and docks upon his feet
with out stretched arms we said hello his face a welcome grin
You wanna go and spark a bowl nice to meet you my names lynn
a battle forges on but it just don't seem the same
cause I'm gonna win this battle and I'll do it in your name
I say goodbye